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Susah

im finally back after a week of hiatus.

so here's a belated SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI TO ALL MUSLIMS.

i didnt get to celebrate raya this year. i got sick on sun. VERY VERY VERY VERY sever abdominal pain and backaches. i got fever too.

i got worst on monday. husband brought me to the clinic at nite as my fever refused to subside. it stayed at 41 degrees. i shivered like i was going to die. i really thot i was going to die. seeing my condition, doc quickly refered me to the hospital. so i was sent to the hospital. fever was still at 41 degrees. i felt i could faint anytime. they took my blood and urine and found out i got infections in both places. doc asked me whether the baby still moved about. i got worried. he didnt moved much actually. my sickness cld effect my lil one. ya Allah. i was so scared. doc asked whether i wanted to be put on drips since my fever is too high. i sad no. i wanna go back. so he made me drink lotsa water. gave me only paracetemol and antibiotics. went back. shivered like mad. ate medicine. slept like a log. shivered in the middle of the night. stomach felt hot. i felt scared.

next morning, temperature still did not subside even after husband came back from prayers. still shivering. pity hsband. its our 1st syawal but i ended up being so very sick. i pray to Allah to gv me strength. i took ice-cold bath hoping my fever would subside. it did eventually. so we siap. seek forgiveness frm him and left to my granparents' places which i slept throughout. i dint get to go to my parents' place but i managed to see them. headed to jurong by 8pm. slept there too and found myself getting sick again. took medicine and slept. left at 11pm. sakit lagi. reach home, shivering. slept til next morning. still sick. at nite got a bit better. followed husband to his fren's place. went back. slept again.

today??

u r rite.

i'm still sick.

:(

there goes my raya.

but one thing i'm praying that pistachio will be alright. praying real hard that he wont be affected by my high fever. im very very terrified now. i havent been eating well too. my appetite's down the drain.

:(

You're all I ever wanted ;