It's juz u & me, against the world ♥

WHY oh WHY???

u must be wondering why am i still up.

i juz dun understand ppl who thinks that no one should be better off than them. that they should be better than anybody else. i tot happiness shd be shared, and not to think of it as a threat. why oh why must U hv that kind of attitude??

i looked upon U as a mentor, as a sister, as someone i can trust upon, someone who i can relate my problems to. BUT U BACKSTABBED ME!!!! u have no frigging idea how hurt i am. why oh why must u tell the whole world abt something which is untrue and/or something so personal, to the whole wide world??? what rite hv u got??

i'm not perfect and so are u!!! i can tell the whole wide frigging world abt u too, BUT, i wont stoop SO LOW as u to what u have done. sheesh girl. GROW UP!! im sorry but my utmost respect for u is simply...GONE!

SIGH.....

NOW... ENUFF ABT PATHETIC U!! bottom line is, im terribly terribly upset with u. u juz hv no rite on anything abt me!!! pls get the drift!!!

anyways, someone in the train gave up her seat for me while i was on the way to work juz now. why am i so excited?? bcoz it was a bloody 1st time anyone did it for me!!! i felt as guilty as charged. i dunno why!!! hah. she actually had so many things with her but yet she still gv up her seat for me. BUT BUT BUT, juz as she was abt to move to make way for me, a NYONYA, suddenly out of nowhere, snatched the seat. she was so pissed she told the nyonya off!! phaisey ok. bcoz of wanting to gv me the seat boleh jadi kecoh.

tsk. tsk. tsk. singaporeans.

on a brighter note, i juz learned that not 1, but 3 of my cousins are expecting(incl me 4 la)!!! can u believe that!! seems like the babydust really worked aye? 3(incl me) are expecting booys and one is expecting a girl. and ME being the last one to gv birth which is in March. so they actually sprinkled the babydust on me the day i was sitting and sweating profusely on my DAIS. hahahaha. and to top it up, one of hubby's cousin is pregnant too. but like i've said, all are giving birth b4 me. it seems my boy will be the youngest!!

so. babydust anyone???

You're all I ever wanted ;