It's juz u & me, against the world ♥

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i heard a terrible news from a good fren of mine. she had a miscarriage. twins. i ached for her. but she's a strong lady. and i cried for her. we have the same due date, u see. i was looking 4ward to it. its juz not meant to be. Allah loves them more. maybe HE has his reasons.

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so i went to IKEA yesterday. it was HUGE, but, nothing interests me (except for the baby's cot. heheh). i dunno. dun get me wrong. i love IKEA to the max. maybe i was juz bored and listless. juz plainly bored. sigh.

im not in my bestest of mood actually. so many things going thru my head rite now. i need to destress myself. maybe im stressed bcos i got nothing to do (but NO assignments pls!!). and when i got nothing to do, i become paranoid. that is sooooo dangerous ok. maybe i shd start talking abt my pregnancy. abt the growing boy in me. maybe that cld bring a smile upon my sad, pathetic looking face!! ahhahaahahahahh.

pistachio has a bouts of hic-coughs now. started a few mths back but is constant now. which is good, i heard. he is such a good boy u know. tiap2 maghrib je dia bangun. he'll be up and about giving me strong kicks and nudges. he's a morning boy too. each time the father wakes up, he too, will nudge me, as though asking me to prepare something for the husband. kekekekekekeek. in fact, he kicks me all the time!! except night time. i HOPE and HOPE that this will continue once he pops out to this world. jgn bangun mlm ok boy!! mummy needs her much beauty sleep. hehehehehe. he responds to his name. and to his daddy's voice. but not me. maybe i poked him too much. HAHHAHAH. marah kot.

wat abt me?? i have not changed a bit. i've put on weight but im still the same skinny me. i dunno where the weight has gone to besides the tummy and the boy, and the breasts. heh. i can hardly stand straight now. im slouching. the weight of the tummy made me bend forward. sakit ok. the butt's gone missing (KWA KWA KWA)!!! my hair doesnt seem to grow. and the best thing is, STILL NO STRETCH MARKS. kekekkke. but tummy itching like mad lah. mum says the marks gonna appear soon. aacckkk!!! scary shit ok.

haiz. i cant wait for the grand appearance of the boy. he will occupy me. i sooo know it.

and the husband is going to JB for dinner with his frens again. looks like i'm free til midnite.

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ps: i realised this post is soooo boring, juz like me. but u chose to read it wat!! HAHAHAHAHA

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