call me paranoid or wat, but i feel im not trusting someone i SHD be trusting. y eh? it's really driving me crazy and it lead me to having nightmares every now and then. terrified, petrified.. u name it!!
shd there be any secrets between u and ur loved one?? shd there be a "personal thing" among one self?? shd it be shared?? there's so many SHOULDs but i dunno how to put it into questions.
i thought it over the whole morning. one shdn't trust another completely. its dangerous. i always have doubts in millions of things. i rather play it safe yet dangerous than to hurt myself again n again.
sigh. im blabbering nonsense. but i cant help it. i juz dunno how to put my point across. its frustrating. im depressed as hell now.
:(
ok enuff of this sappy shit abt me n my roller coaster emotional feelings.
i read emiliAduka's recent post and i must say i totally agree with her abt it.
if u hv remembered, me and husband hv already came out with a name for our boy.
it is juz a ONE word name. short and simple. i dun believe in naming a kid too long a name. its juz so ridiculous. in the end u will hv to call that kid in short forms or the 1st, middle, third or 4th name. merepek kan.(no pun intended to those who wants to name their kids in 3,4,5 or 10 words. heh). this is juz my opinion la. its up to individual.
and another thing, i make sure that the name we've chosen, must be related to Islam in any way. a name with a good meaning in Islam. UNLIKE MY NAME, JOY. nama mcm mat salleh, skali tgk mcm anak pak itam. LOL!!
yea so there. my 2 cents worth on naming a kid. tu aje. ni kes takde keje.
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