thanks to all who tagged me. i cant bear to reply to anybody. the loss is too great. im still feeling terrible. i cant move on. not for now. its too early to get over him. not in the near future. maybe few years down the road. i take deaths of my beloved ones VERY seriously. i still cant get over the death of my cousin who has passed on for 5 years now. im sorry. my bad.
the saddest part is, i still cant do my 5-times-a-day prayers yet. im still UNDER confinement period(read:menses). i can only afford a lot of DOAs. and i still cant even visit his grave. it saddens me when everybody has gone except me. and hub. he wants to go together with me. :)
another terrible news is, Audi has to be referred to KKH this coming monday due to his prolonged jaundice. actually not that bad already. it has reached to 134. but i dunno why the stupid doc still wants him to be monitored at the hospital. she said its due to breastfeeding. BUT then, she said i shdnt stop. i shdnt deprived him of something that is best for him. but why THE HOSPITAL follow up???!!!!!
this month is so bloody hectic. im seriously tired. my body is aching real bad. and my mind's a complete mess!
i think i will suffer from depression real soon.
this is bad.
:(
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