5 days of rotting at home starting frm today!!!! how cooooooooooooool is dat??? unfortunately the husband has to work. tsk. nvm la hor. at least the extra moolahs will come in REAAAAAL handy hor! heheheheh.

actually, im still quite worried that the menses still not here yet. yes. eversince i gave birth. eversince THAT long. i REAAAAAAAALLLLLYY hope and PRAY that it is due to breastfeeding. but then, im not fully bf/ing u know. i only do it at night.and my milk is SERIOUSLY decreasing (i planned to breastfeed him til he's 6 mths old, remember??). yes. so it got me real tensed that im having nightmares abt having another one tooooooo soon. and i really mean BAD nightmares ok. i dread sleeping every nite, coz of the DAMNED nitemares la.

and if that is not enuff, for the past 3 nites, i have been waking up at 2.57am on the dot!!! wat the hell was that???!!! it reminded me soooooooooo much of my 1st trimester back then. WOAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

ok ok. i think im scaring myself silly now. all i need to do is juz buy the test kit, and test again.

BUT, even buying that thingy scare the hell out of me!!!!

HOWWWWWWWWWWW?????????!!!!!!!!!!

You're all I ever wanted ;