It's juz u & me, against the world ♥

.:: FOR BETTER OR WORSE ::.

i cant open my mouth. to even talk or eat. why?? coz something is definitely wrong with my wisdom tooth. oops. correction. the wisdom tooth is growing upright, vair normal, EXCEPT the darn gums juz doesnt want to give way.

dun get it??

i'll describe hor.

i'm clenching my teeth on my gums. meaning, the gum is on top of my wisdom tooth. so i'm basically chewing on them gum. its farking painful ok. and im hungry as hell.

and my left cheek suddenly turned so chubby. wtf!! how??!!! i'm scared to go to the dentist. and the husband told me that a few years back, he had the same problem(i swear i cldnt recall it). so he went to the dentist, and she had that part of his gums removed to make way for the growing wisdom tooth.

that sure sounds scary as hell. but, I SWEAR i seriously need to go if i wanna enjoy my food in 5 days time (read:hari raya). but again, its the MOOLAHS we are talking about here. definitely not cheap rite??

and another worry is, since im pregnant now, can the dentist still do anything to it?? i heard there's only much they can do. dun tell me i have to wait for 6 mths to open my mouth??!!

and and and... the husband is very sick. i suspect it's stomach flu whereas the doc said he had food poisoning, which i doubt so. coz watever he ate, i ate too. poor husband. he kept on shitting and vomitting. i think he's in and out of the toilet for more than 20 times!!! and there's the fever too!!

get well soon husband. rumah kita blum kemas. kuih favourite u blum buat. raya in 5 days time. sigh. im so not ready for raya.

suddenly i remembered something. last year aidilfitri, i spent time in hospital due to my VERY VERY high fever. now its the husband. i pray u wont have to go thru the same thing.

pls pls get well soon, husband. love u.

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.:: ME ::.

i think its about time to talk about me. yes. me. boring me.

i realised this pregnancy makes me look damn haggard. damn selekeh. damn tak betol. damn emo. damn sensitive. damn sembarangz. even hubby noticed it. so that means, i am DAMN TEROK la.

i've been looking damn shagged and pale, when i didnt do anything to make me as such.

the hair's a mess, let alone the brows. ahahahaha! so damn lazy. apa nak jadi dgn aku. i dun even iron my clothes now (wat more hubby nya baju!! masya'allah!!).!! soooooooo cannot imagine me now. the used-to-be-so-bloody-vain-me, has gone extremely cant-be-bothered. how???????? this is bad, u know. damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn bad.

the saddest part is, i have not fast a single day yet. bad me. i know. i tried. it's not that i did not try. i tried to fast but by 1pm, i started to shake and shiver. and i felt weak. damn weak. i tried, ya Allah. pls 4give me. but everybody kept assuring me its ok if i cant, coz im pregnant. i knw. but nak bayar balik tu menyiksa. takpe. i will still try for the remaining days.

and... Audi. has been very cranky. sometimes, i feel like smacking him. tapi kesian. dia tak bersalah. i feel like breaking down.

:(

and i kept thinking and dreaming of my late father. i really, really miss him. how i yearned for him.

:( :(

how do i get through this pregnancy faster?? i feel the blues almost everyday. the last thing i need is a pre-natal depression.

i juz realised how sappy this post is. i better stop here.

let me end this post with Audi eating swensen's ice-cream. heh.

slamat berposa eh semua.

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.:: Shag Shagged Shaggeded ::.

i seriously need a pamper-me time. im so shagged and so haggard looking. u shd check out my brows, my eye bags and rings, my hair. in short. u shd juz check out the whole package of ME.

eversince the boy came into this world, i hardly have any time for myself. i seriously look THAT bad. tsk. it is very disturbing. i think the husband think so, but i THINK he dare not say it. ahakz.

what i have in mind now is, SHOPPING THERAPY. i badly need that. i need to shop to revamp me. i need new shoes, new clothes (ermm.. thx hub for the new pair of MNG jeans. it's the only pair of jeans that i can fit in now. so more pls. hehehheh), new hair-do, new make-up kits. bah. to juz name a few can already cost me a bomb!! bah! uj

but watever it is, i wanna go shopping. as early as tomorrow. and that means, the boy HAS to tag along. why?? simply coz he needs my boobs. for feeding, of coz (do NOT have any funny ideas, ok). so the 1st thing i wanna get is, of coz, my cosmetics. after that damage has been done, i will see how much i wld have left, and set my eyes on other stuff pulak. pas tu tunggu gaji laki aku, then aku nak buat rambut. KWA KWA KWA.

so the appointment has been set. im meeting u, SHIKIN aka FROSTY, tomorrow at 130pm. kau pandai2 jaga si ulat. hahahahaha.

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